You’re the reason I love losing sleep.

but you are running me down.

I just don’t understand.

I love you, is that okay?

I have never been more in love.

black, the colour of dispair.

that’s all i need to know.

Welllllll this tumblr name is pocahotas because she’s amazing. and that movie has such a good moral. anddd my other one iss a deathcab song. that i thought was apropriate <33

1. I sleep, and will forever, sleep with a stuffed dog. His name is Mutzy. And he’s my best friend.

2. I value friendship over most other things in life and I actually can’t deal with anyone hating me. I’d say I’m a very social person.

3. My priorities are constantly mixed up or in the wrong order.

4. I lie so well that I can completely convince myself of the lie to the point where I don’t recognized the truth. And that’s a problem. I’m also ridiculously good at hiding my feelings. Which is also a problem.

5. The most random things make me feel inexplicably lonely.. I have no idea why.

6. My room is always a mess. And it really stresses me out. Like sometimes I feel like taking all of it and burning it…

7. Pretty much the only thing I do is complain. And I dont see how people like me. If  I were anyone else I would absolutely hate me.

8. A while ago I had a dream about me and Nick Jonas falling in love. Like we were in love. And i woke up, started getting ready for school, all excited to tell my friends about me and Nick making out and being in love and all and halfway through getting ready I realized it didn’t actually happen…. it’s still a sore subject.

9. I over-analyze things, but i’m pretty good at reading people. Like how they’re feeling and stuff.

10. I’m incredibly weird. Like weird to the point where it’s like what the fuck.

11. I’m fiercely loyal and a damn good secret keeper (if you make me swear to keep the secret.. and I like you)

12. It’s near impossible for me to be openly mad at someone.. and it takes like two days for me to get over anything because all I do is avoid conflict.

13. I worry. A lot. About everyone. All the time. And I would do near anything to make someone feel better.

14. I love classical music. It makes me feel better, and less stressed, and calm. It’s amazing and wonderful and most people would never guess that. But the majority of the time when I’m in the halls or in class and my iPod’s on I’m listening to classical. And then people ask what I’m listening to and I’m like lolnothing my ipods off. But yeah I’m obsessed. And I really want to go to Carnegie Hall to see someone. Because that’s easily something I could do for hours.

15. I love Harry Potter. In an obsessive creepy way. Like I love it.

I’m really not that interesting. At all.